hais.

today, we didn't text much too. what can i say? i wanted to text you so badly bt idk what can we talk abt. probably this is what others say, ran out of topics? i remember saying that we would figure is out somehow when the time comes, bt it seems much more difficult. i keep asking my friend, eh what can we talk about? and he said, i thought you normally got alot of things to talk one? why now nth to say uh? . OKAY, i guess i hid a part of me when we became friends. bt i really want us to return to the past us, where we used to chat for long hours. i enjoyed having your company girl, i really do. bt now, somehow i m lost. can i really keep my stance as a friend? i want to stand by your side and watch you, care for you and do whatever i can for you bt idk what stopping me from doing it. can i take a step closer to you and yet still stay as friend? tsk this is a problematic question. i was hoping to strike a conversation with you, bt seems like its not working. didn't i tell you that i would disappear (no talking no texting) once in a while when we are friends? i did didn't i? thats just me. :( a bad habit, espically when i don't feeling like telling my friends anything. not that i m not contacting them, just want to be with myself for a little while. :( i miss you girl. your stupid boy is still waiting. i guess i m just being stubborn. oh well. i think this is just me, the saddness in me.

alright, abt today, i met up with some of my secondary sch friends. it been like 3 years since we met up, basically cos they did not go for the class reunion. we crap alot. just like the good old school days. i realised that they didn't change bt yeow and i changed alot. probably the people we mix ard with and circumstances made us such change in such a way? bt then, all the childishness came back with them, the feeling of "freedom", i shall describe it this way cos we are basically relaxed and its really great to see these familiar faces.we eat, watch movie, eat and eat. LOL, FAT LO. i guess next week NAPFA i cmi alrdy la..HAHAHA. Additional 2 mth jiu 2 mths lo. CHEY! i also bo bian right, cos my muscles comaplain its tired. prcp coming right! ah ya! tired dao....no time to train! AH HA!